Scatterbrained

I thought it would get easier.  I guess some days its is.  But then every now and then the reality of my life sinks in.  Its October, and time for my 3 month follow up at the Transplant Clinic.  Emotions always run high around this time.  I start writing list of questions I need to ask.  I go though my notebook and see if I have written down any strange pains or issues I have had.  Then I have to go though a million other random books and post-its because I write things everywhere.  I got a book, OK I have 2 books, specifically for doctor stuff, but I still doodled my thoughts everywhere else.  Am I the only one who does this?

Somehow I get the feeling the rest of the year is going to fly bye so fast.  I have the Liver Clinic next week.  Lab work the following week for my Hematologist appt the next week.  Then Halloween and Thanksgiving.  Which starts all the holiday madness.  Tons of baking, crafts and more food. Followed by my Psych appointment.  I'm so looking forward to that one.  Poor man has no idea what is about to hit him!  Then there is December, which always goes by way to fast.  And before you know it, we are opening presents and screaming Happy New Year!!  Yup Its gonna go down just like that.  In the blink of an eye.

I intended to write something more interesting that just my usual randomness, but it seems my brain isn't up to speed today.  Looks like my H.E is catching up with me again. Forgot to take my meds yesterday after my walk.  But the walk was enough to wear me down, I don't think my body could handle the side effects anyways. I was sick yesterday afternoon and am avoiding food because I don't feel like puking it all up anyways.  I have a photo for wordless Wednesday but Ill have to post it after I wake up a peacefully sleeping baby to go pick up his More than likely un-peaceful older brother from school.  OK enough random babble. I hope everyone is having a wonderful day!  Much love!!