It's never going to get easier will it? If its this nerve racking now, before my transplant, I can only imagine after. The actual process is easier. I know what to expect. I know the team who will be talking me through it. And I know that feeling of "warmth" that comes when they run the contrast through my veins. But still here I am the night before. Hungry, thirsty and nervous.
I'm not sure what number this is. I know I've hit double digits now. My guess would be that this will be my 14th or 15th MRI in the past 4 years. A bit much if you ask me, but since Alex was born I've stuck to a pretty strict schedule of every 3 months. Although I went 6 months this time. Maybe that's why I'm such a mess tonight. My routine got all messed up. Yeah! That's it.
Shower, check. Jewelry off, check. Clothes laid out, check. Water on my nightstand...nope. God I'm so thirsty. I know! I'll just brush my teeth again. My mouth is that dry! No, I'll just close my eyes and get some rest. Can't be falling asleep in the tube...again!
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