10 things that made me happy this week

To be honest, I wasn't going to get this post up today.  This whole week has been a complete wreck.  Tears were shed and still my heart is heavy.  I hate feeling this way.  I hate not being able to see the light.  Between missing 2 days of my meds and my anxiety though the roof, I kinda just shut down this morning.  Then there was the bit of light, and then a little more.  And I thought, I better take a break from my manic cleaning and get this all off my chest.  So here we go!

1. Davids ability to be calm & love me through my crazy.
2. The sunrises this week were amazing!
3.  Poncho has been by my side all week.
4.  Purging the boys closets.
5.  Our Zoo passes came in! 
6.  My niece celebrated her 6th birthday.
7.  Popcorn.  All the popcorn!
8.  Upcoming procedures are scheduled.
9.  Anthony's new medication in 100% covered!
10. My labs got done and were perfect.  Recheck in 4 weeks!

You know, right now my life isn't even close to where I planned it to be.  Just about everything has gone wrong.  But, the boys are healthy, Davids on his way home, and I have a secret stash of sweets that a friend brought me because she knows just how crappy this week has been.  

I angry cleaned today.  Vacuumed and steam cleaned the carpets.  Cleared out the garage.  Organized the shed. Threw out a bunch of junk that was cluttering up my house.  The music has been blasting all day.  And I think I am finally feeling a little better.  I no longer want to punch people and I haven't cried in a few hours! That's a pretty good start.  Right?  

Have a great weekend everyone!